There came a moment when I realized…

I was no longer devoted to the pursuit of him.

Not because I had given up on love—but because I had finally reclaimed my relationship with myself and Source as sacred, primary, and non-negotiable.

It wasn’t some dramatic heartbreak that pushed me here. It was quieter than that. It was the slow, soul-deep recognition that my hunger for partnership had become a distraction from the very love I needed most—my own.

I didn’t walk away from romance.
I walked back to myself.

And in that return, I experienced something that felt… excommunicated. Not by another person, but by my own soul’s refusal to let me keep outsourcing my worth to someone else.

This isn’t an anti-relationship manifesto.
It’s a remembering.

A remembering that before I can be met by another, I must meet myself.
That before I can feel seen, I have to open my own eyes.
That before I can trust love, I have to trust the God-Current moving through me.

If you’ve ever...

• Given everything to a man who gave very little

• Felt like your life revolved around being chosen

• Wondered what it would mean to be whole without him

…then I wrote this for you.

This was the day I made my inner union the altar.
The day I stopped starving.
The day I turned toward the Infinite—and heard it whisper: you were never not loved.

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📖 Communicating with Men — Tools for connection without losing yourself
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You are not too much. You were just never meant to be poured out for someone unwilling to hold you.

Reclaim your devotion. Choose yourself first. Always.